UtterlyUnspoken

Cheers!

Here’s to the person who was taken for granted by that coward person who’s fckin’  pretender. I wrote this not because I want you to read this ( but might be!) but because I want to leave any bitterness I’m feeling towards you. And sadly, it’s not just you, it’s also to that person who bitch-ly hurt my friend. You guys are just the same. REALITY CHECK. You appear and disappear… 1/2/ 1/4… whatever. lol You are really a bitch. Sorry if you’re offended but it’s true. Why fool her? If you don’t have any feelings for a girl, why show any sweetest-lie-actions towards her? For what purpose? Nothing? STUPID. I thought you’re different. We’ll the bottom line is, you still hurt her feelings. Acting as if you liked her but the truth is, you never did. That’s what you said. But I know, Karma will get into yoooou. Just wait!

And heeeey, no more bitterness, I promise. I accepted everything and I didn’t have anymore “feelings” for yoooou. Ever. I’m trying my best to be friendly and it’s not being plastic because I honestly still want to. But for the record, I regret that I’ve wasted every single moment I’ve been obsessing over you.(If i’m not mistaken it’s a line from a movie.) GO-ROSS. kidding, I never really did. Ew. I was just assuming… But damn it, it’s because of what you said. BYE! :)

Sa panahon ngayon, hindi na nakakagulat kung niloko at iwan ka. Ang bihira na ngayon, eh yung mahalin at seryosohin ka.

(Source: supermanmyloves, via supermanmyloves)

After a week of not getting enough sleep, hopefully I can have some, just enough time to rest. Though now i’m still awake listening music. I have discovered songs from Jonathan Clay and they’re currently on repeat. His voice is really awsm. It makes me KILIG. hahaha. So my day ends with NOT-SURE. *crossedfingers* I will pass… Sana.

Hell week is almost over. And still hanging with this Acctg. Mt exam on saturday. And three days are not enough to study 13 chapters! I’ve been spending my days in the library. Andd been cutting off my social life. But I did not regret anything. I chose this so I should also face whatever shttystruggles I’ll have as I take this road. GOOD EVENING!

Wow. Grabeh. What’s happening’s really breathtaking. I feel pity to my fellow Filipinos in Luzon. you’re in my prayers.
But what i’m going to talk is about OUR SOLDIERS, THE AFP PAF… Actually all of them. Although they themselves are affected by that storm, they still manage to serve and save the lives of the people. I do salute them… including my dad. bravo!!
The reason why I chose ROTC is not mainly because of the time since we’ll only meet once a week but because I want to experience how these heroes live-like. Honestly speaking, I want to be one of them but of course i’m still not that equipped and trained. And obviously, i’m still young. Hence it does not impede me from helping them. Thus the bottomline is, we must also thank them for their undoubful actions just to help us and our country*CLAPCLAPCLAP*

Bad start of this day. I woke up and had a dream about that person. I mean why the hell it still haunts me? The reason why he suddenly disappear. that feeling. And it’s distracting and impossible ‘cause I already buried that thing. And to think it’s been almost a month since the last time I spoke to him but until now, something inside me still seeking for that reason. It’s like a soul searching for her justice. It’s only happening in my dreams though but still O____o stupid as it is. Pleaseeee dreams, I don’t want to remember

As soon as I get home, I couldn’t focus on stuffs. Back to my routine, being lazy and thinking random non-sense things. This makes me sick. But good thing I spent my day at the library with my friend.
And sadly i’m now in my room, feelin sad and weak. It’s just maybe because I miss my kuya and mom and dad. Haaaay, why is it dmnhard for me to just move on and face the real thing that it would never be the same as before… But swear I want my family back. This ideal happy family I had :3

My brain doesn’t seem motivated to work well :( Blaffling my plans for tonight is just so not good. Maybe it needs some rest ‘cause it’s fully occupied with wayward thoughts. Seriously :( but I can’t take a nap. My body is infected by the coffee I recently took. Perhaps all I can do is to dispose and let these stupid things out of my brain. I still need to study ACCOUNTING. :-|